November 2, 2014 by Gina Kawas
Reflections of multiple existential crisis episodes I’ve been having latetly: I have never been so aware and scared of time as I am now. It must be the pace of this city. It must be the countless readings I have to do every week(and my slow reading skills that don’t really help). I am terrified that I am not making the best out of this experience. I am scared shitless that I am losing precious time be it through useless procrastination or plain laziness. I want to see so much and learn so much but I’m lagging behind. I think about what I want and don’t want to get out of life. I want to be ambitious. Make goals. I want to get moving. I want to make the most out of life, because life is about the journey, to be constantly growing and evolving. I don’t want to grow old and look back at wasted time and potential. I don’t want to be in the same place today as I was a few years ago. And time, time flies. So, to make dreams come true, don’t waste another minute. Go after it, NOW. Stop doing the same, every day, every weekend.